taste the explosion

took my mum to see the two towers today. it was in at the discount theatre. it smelled kinda funky in there, but at least I got to see the movie again. she liked it, my mum. she had to listen to a running commentary from me and my sister, but that's what she gets for waiting so long to see it. it was so different seeing it now after reading the books cuz I knew more of what was going on. and noticed everything that was not the same as in the books. I can't wait for the third movie, I really can't. of course, now both my sister and my mum are asking me what's gonna happen. I tell them to go read it themselves.

friday night it was just aurora-chan and I. we had fun, watched atlantis. you know, the disney one. I like that movie, even if there are alot of things about it that don't make any sense. we also started on a new project. can't tell you what yet, it's a secret. I'll give you a hint - we are shameless copycats. {]; )

saturday my mum, sister, and I had what we like to call a "girls' day out". this usually constitutes of my sister getting new clothes. I never find anything I like that actually fits me and she finds tons. this time, however, it was quite the opposite. and boy was that nice. I really like the stuff out for this summer season. my mum said some of the stuff made me "look like a ten year old". perhaps that's why I like it so much, my aversion to growing up.

but I just don't seem 19 to me. I mean, just friday my sister and I were having a sock war. she took off her socks and threw them at me, I retaliated. before we knew it, I had barricaded myself in the centry way and she was holed up in the living room as we bombarded each other with balled-up socks. this went on for a good hour. does this sound like the behavior of someone who is 19? when my mum was 19, she got married. something just doesn't make sense here.

spongeboy easter show

I hate it when I have a bad feelings about something and they are validated.

I am so tired, but do not intend to nap this afternoon. because I do not plan on napping, I wanted to stay home from school and sleep. my mum was having none of it. she asked me where I had learned this behavior of not doing something "just because". I personally think sleeping is perfectly good reason to stay home, not a "just because". but no-one taught me this behavior. you wanna know why I think I can just take off whenever I feel like it? it's simple - soon than I like to think about, I will be shoved into the "real world" and have to get a job. because my livelyhood will depend on the money I get from this job, I will not be able to take little vacations whenever I feel like it. so I figure I might as well take advantage of the fact that I am doing extra-super-well in school and take days off whenever I can. it's not like I miss much, I go online most of the time I am in class and look at webcomics.

I think this reasoning makes perfect sense. and besides that, I am 19 years old. I don't really need permission to do anything. but my mum is pretty good at laying on the guilt, and I have not yet managed to make myself immune to my parents' disappointment as my sister has.

it is pouring outside. this doesn't have anything to do with anything, I just thought I'd mention it. I generally like rain, though I like it better when it is warm outside and I can run around in it. the neighbors must think I am crazy, especially after they witnessed the outside portion of the nuts of hazel video-making. 0.o fun video, that.

speaking of the nuts of hazel, sere comes home in two weeks. ::does the two week dance:: hmm, doubt I will accomplish my goal of being able to drive by the time she comes back. what a suprise. my dad seems convinced I need about four years of driving experience before I even think about taking my test.

I started working on an update of my website, but I stopped. I am too tired and my work is sloppy. spelling mistakes all over the place.

*yawn*

mmmm...

this pirates of the caribbean movie looks like much goodness. I mean, come on. orlando bloom and johnny depp in the same movie? how can ya lose? ::cannot wait to see movie::

and the anna nichole show... why would any self-respecting person allow herself to look like such an idiot on national tv? I mean being drunk and falling over is fun, but there should be more to a person than that. and yet, there she is. all stupid and fat and rolling around on the floor with a guy who just came to put locks on the door. oh, how unfair. I suppose that is what guys really want. not someone who they can talk to and have fun with, but someone easily sated with food and money. hmph. and it only took me this long to figure that out. then I suppose I shall be single forever. wow, this bitterness jsut came out of nowhere. no, really. this was completely unprovoked. how very odd.

that darned fish still hasn't eaten and there was no friendly fish salesperson for me to complain to. I fear he will starve to death, I really do. the fish, I mean.

I wanna see that spirited away movie too. I wanna see alot of movies. have a long list in my wall. have I mentioned this before?

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I am watching the anna nichole show. everyone makes fun of it, so I figured I'd have a look at it. yup, it is worthy of all the mockery. oi, what an annoying individual. and yet I can't look away. strangely capitvating.

it is late and there have been no discussion of plans for tomorrow. I get the feeling I will be spending the night with my parents and their company (my aunt and uncle). I would rather not, but last week was good so I can deal. thor is wanting to make plans, but I just have the feeling things won't come together. *sigh*

I am feeling so tired and down today, and I can't think of any particular reason why. this is odd, a cause can usually be pinpointed quite easily. hmm. ah well. my horoscope says my mood should improve tomorrow.

eat great, even late.

I am watching the people of baghdad attack statues on CNN. it is nice to see. things have, thankfully, been going better than I had expected. good. now all we have to worry about is n. korea.

two new entries in the secret lair. perhaps my threats worked, or perhaps people were just bored.

my fish has still not eaten. he is not dead yet, though.

speaking of watching the war on tv... I saw this comic the other day and just got hysterical. the rest of my visual basic II class looked a little frightened, but that is normal. I would just love to see that.

I am so very tired. but there is alot I want to get done, namely website/art stuff. I have been working on much, actually. it is just a matter of finishing things up and uploading. oh, and I wanna make some headings, too. but don't get your hopes up. {]: )

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woke up this morning to a great deal of snow on the ground. wtf?! like, whole inches of the stuff! I was just out gardening yesterday and now it snows? this weather is ridiculous! I was gonna post some pics of the snow covering my garden, but decided not to waste the webspace.

I never got dressed today. woke up at 1:00, saw it was snowing and decided normal clothes would be pointless. so I am still in my pajamas. from last night.

that thing that tells you if the person you are IMing is very handy, I think. I like it alot.

I am very bored and just typing randomness as it comes to me. feel free to stop reading, I have nothin of importance to say.

you know what bothers me? hot topic. the "punk" clothes store. I've only ever been in there once or twice, but I've seen enough. what bothers me is that it goes against everything that punk originally was. I mean, they've got some little t-shirts with stupid little supposed punky phrases that are mass produced and they're trying to sell them for crazy amounts of money. not to mention the fact that it has become so mainstream. it's just so stupid. you've got all these avril-loving preteen nitwits in there who are all like "punk rock rulz!" and they have no idea what the original movement was all about. argh. not that I don't have a few avril songs on cd. cuz I do. "complicated" was good, and I love "things I'll never say". but that has nothing to do with anything.

I turned on the radio trying to hear the new goo goo dolls song and found "karma chameleon" was on. that made me happy. haven't heard that in a while. I should really listen to one of my boy george/culture club cds or something. but they represent a completely different chapter in my life. feels like forever ago. it scares me a little, that it feels so separate from me now. weird. gotta wonder if all this will feel like that someday. that scares me too.

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my stupid fish refuses to eat. if the layer of food on the bootom of his bowl is any indication, he hasn't eaten since I bought him. this is rather disturbing, he is going to starve himself to death. why do all my pets refuse to eat?

speaking of death, I helped my parents garden today. what does this have to do with death you ask? well, my dog found a vole and killed it. I cried. it's funny, I watch tv shows of people being shot/hit with cars/dismembered and I laugh. I see my dog bite a small gray bit of fur an dI cry. but now that I think of it, I realize this is the first living thing (bugs excluded) that I have ever actually watched die. *sigh* poor vole. she wouldn't have been able to get it if my dad hadn't taken her leash and let her get closer. it's as much his fault as the dog's. how mean of him to allow a small defensless creature to be killed in front of me.

I found this article as I read thru a few pages this evening. dear God, please don't let it be true. the thought of another ff7 game appeals to me greatly, if done properly. a remake of the orignal game with nifty new graphics would be cool or a prequel could be awesome, but not this. not this. ::shudders::

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half an hour til we "spring ahead". how unfortunate, losing an hour of sleep.

aurora got me awesome birthday gifties. thanks a bunch, dearling (yeah, I meant to spell it that way - don't ask).

yeah, friday was pretty awesome. we actually got out and did something this week, which in itself is an accomplishment. we went to a flea market place in a town nearby. the guys were in search of instruments of death. and they found them. I didn't find anything to purchase, but I didn't mind. there's nothing quite like driving thru amish country with the window down and the stereo blaring bloodhound gang while you are serenaded a chorus of "va-gi-i-na, va-gi-i-na". nor is there anything like watching a live re-enactment of a ff7 battle in the parking lot of a diner, complete with real swords. simply beautiful. we must do this more often. and that, by the way, is not sarcasm. perhaps aurora will put up a more eleborate run-down of the evening in the secret lair.

speaking of the secret lair... I better see some action over there or I may have to consider opening it up to other people. there's been an expressed interest, and it's silly to have it just sitting there like that...

today i drove the car for over half an hour without crashing into anything. yay me! ::does victory dance::

every world is my world

the rest of my birthday went well. went to dinner, got some gifties, got sang at, went stalking, bought myself a fish... it's all good.

sere - thanks sooooooo much for the card, it read as though you were reading my mind. and my dad tells me you called while I was at the pet store... I'm so sad I missed you.

but yes, my new fish. he's a betta (not betta fish, lol). he is blue and green. I am writing in forst grade sentences. I dunno what to name him. he keeps spitting his food pellets around. it is bothering me. yuy (my old betta) ate flakes. he has no little stones in his tank, he looks sad. I need to get him some.

oh, I am so tired all of a sudden. no wonder, really. no nap today, plus I was up earlier than I should have been. grr. oh well. maybe I can get a nap tomorrow. or maybe I could just... go to bed. what a novel idea. but no. I have stuffs to do.

::sings:: her name is Rio and she dances on the sand... gotta love duran duran. I know I do. {]: )

mmm, pancakes... ::drools::

so today got off on the wrong foot, what with being woken up entirely too early by my very loud sister who was being a self-absorbed, ungrateful little... I'll let it go now. let's just say I am highly dis-satisfied with her right now, even though the arguement has nothing to do with me.

but things have improved since then. class was good cuz the programming wasn't working and I go to go online most of the time. plus the new schedule is up and they finally scheduled me correctly. and now I'm eating tasty, tasy pancakes.

figured out that the only reason the picture quality was so bad was becasue I was looking at it thru aol. if I use internet explorer everything is fine. this is because of a default compression setting. there'll be more at the fortress on how to fix it. so if you use aol and you are really concerned about poor image quality, check it out.

it melted in his hand.

updated the fortess. actual content this time. I'm as suprised as you are. go look at my crap.

my sister and my mum are back from washington. did I mention they went there on a class trip? no matter, it is over. made me think of my senior class trip to washington, which lead to thoughts of senior year in general. the fact that it is warm and smells of summer outside made me think of the end of senior year. and that brought up alot of memories. in spite of the fact that most of them are happy, they make me hurt so much I can hardly breathe. oh, I am so pitiful. but I suppose, when all is considered, things have turned out somewhat better than I had expected them to. I have still stayed in contact with the important people, they remain a major part of my life. and that is all I wanted. but what happens when they are all gone?

eh, I don't feel like dwelling on this right now. instead I will tell of the evening I spent with my father. his new word of the month is "skanky". usually paired with "ass", this new word is used to describe anything and everything. example: as we drove thru the middle school parking lot where a baseball game was being held, there were alot of children running around where we were trying to drive. my father was leaning slightly out his open window shouting "move, you skanky ass bastards!" I love going places with my daddy. {]: )

anyway, we bought a new candle for the month of april. fresh cut grass, or something of the sort. I picked it, since it's my birthday month. smells just like grass. we spoke of other scents they should make. I suggested the scent of cement after it rains in the summer. he suggested marijuana or vomit. we also went out for dinner and to the grocery store. and for a ride in the car. it was a good evening.

my sister brought me an ear clip and some "materia" from washington. much coolness. ::huggles sister:: she also brought one of those laser pen things. we shined it out the window and it showed up on the roof across the street (hehe, hey there aurora).

in about 8.5 hours I will be 19 years old. 8:08 am. wow. happy birthday to me. I am old.

owwww

I woke up with an awful headache this morning and it is still here. ouch. of course, I wouldn't dream of taking something for it.

I got a new deviantART page, but htere is nothing there yet so I am not putting a link up yet. I wanna get my actual webpage updated first. dunno why, just thought it would make sense. so there might be another update there today. or maybe not.

we're kicked out of peas?

sere helped my with my buddy list problem. ::huggles sere:: w00t.

ack!

I, being the super-intelligent individual that I am, deleted my entire buddy list. well, not the whole thing, but all my friends. ahhhhhh!! I would smash the computer, but it really isn't the computer's fault (for once). and would you believe someone actually had the nerve to laugh at this ultimate misfortune? I told him I hated him, but I don't really.

and now, as further proof of my retardation, I am painting my nails while typing. hopefully my parents will find the silver flecks of paint accumulating on their keyboard decorative.

grr. but there is nothing I can do now. not even will my buddy list have retained itself on my bedroom computer, since the changes transfer to that as well. darn aol and its convenience!

I wish someone who has most of my missing buddies would come on so I can re-enter their names. oh, this is so infuriating! stupid april 1st.

april fools joke.

I am eating rice. some of it has become lodged in my keyboard. eeww.

I stayed home today, because I am a bum. and I'm staying home tomorrow because my mum is going along on my sister's class trip and won't be home to take me to school. I should have waited and taken my bum day on my birthday, but oh well.

I like rice. so tasty.

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argh, it is so cold! and I am so tired. how pitiful. what have I been reduced to, wanting to sleep at 1 am? it is still early...

anyway, trigun was good. I will continue to watch. there is a long, swishy, sexy coat which makes it a good show by default. the cat is much cuteness. and it is funny. it looked for a while like it may be all serious, but no. not that some seriousness is bad. no, serious is good, in moderation. but a show that is all seriousness can get rather boring. one of my favorite shows, gundam wing, would be alot less interesting if I didn't kinda make up my own dialogue when things got boring. which is frequently. like when they explain that background of the colonies or have meetings or what have you. but the gundam boys are just too cute to not watch. and the gundams themselves are too awesome not to watch. especially in "endless waltz", the battle animation was spectacular. oi, I am so very off-topic.

oh, and I love the current ending sequence for inu yasha. I love the subway shot the best, the way the light reflects on the hair of the passengers is just beautiful. and the ferris wheel. and... yeah, it's just very good. my sister loves that show. I didn't pay much attention to it at first, but now that she's watching it all the time I have to say it is pretty nifty. have been reading alot of fanfiction for it, since that is what I do. much goodness. cartoon network does not seem to be keeping the epside order cery consistant, though. it is very odd.

oh, I do so want to go to bed, but it is so early. true, no-one is currently online to talk to, but what if someone would come on and I wouldn't be here? then what? nothing, I guess. but still.

we had tacos for dinner. I love home tacos. cuz I can put only what I want on home tacos and not have to worry what manner of vegetables they snuck in there. ick. I liek my tacos to be a shell, some taco meat - just seasoned hamburger, no evil onions or anything, cheese, sour cream, and french (or sun-dried tomatoe) dressing. very tasty. now you are informed.

my hands are absolutly freezing! like ice, I tell you. ice! I want nothing more than to put on my pajamas and get in my nice warm bed. brrrr... ::shivers::

we always listened to the radio.

I had many plans of how to spend my day today, mostly they involved sleeping, the internet, and some onimusha. but no. my mum wakes me up at some ungodly hour of the morning and tells me my sister and I have dentist appointments. yargh. I would rather drive nails into my head. but in spite of my protesting, I had to go. oh the injustice of being almost 19 years old and still drug against your will to the dentist!

see, I have very sensitive, very weak gums. and the dentist always feels the need to dig that pointly little torture device into them to make them bleed. and bleed they did. three wads of gauze. even that little round mirror had blood on it. geez.

but I had no cavities, still, so I should just stop complaining. played tomb raider III for the rest of the afternoon with my dad while my sister watched, as usual. that was good.

trigun starts on cartoon network tonite. this is good, since I have long wanted to see it and I am very cheap and would never buy it myself. probably will be terribly edited for tv and such, but I'll just have to deal with that. a small price to pay for...cash.

good God I am freezing! it is so cold in my house. I don't know if my parents have forgotten how to use the heater or what. stupid weather. and to think, it is only minutes until april.

they say I must be blind

I woke up this morning to find it was snowing. yesterday it was over 65 degrees. what is up with that? just be spring already for God's sake. this is ridiculous.

we watched the "don't watch this" section of "the ring" this afternoon. was nothing but cut scenes, I was happy to see. we watched the movie again, too. straightened out most of the questions I had swimming around in my head.

also went to the mall to try and find shoes for my sister. we didn't, of course, since she is being very picky about them. I don't see what the big deal is about shoes. I have a pair of flip-flops for the summer and my boots for the rest of the year (and also sometimes the summer) and I am set. a few pair of annoying dress shows, but they don't count. and sneakers, but they are evil. ::glares at sneakers on closet floor::

that reminds me, I forgot to look for that mink collar after all. drat. oh well, maybe I'll do that tomorrow. prolly not, but it's a nice thought. now how in the name of God did sneakers make me think of that...

got IMed this a little bit ago.

Sorry to break the news to you, but AIM and AOL are asking you to send this message To at least 20 people becasue AIM is getting very Crowded And we want to see who is useing there Screen Name And who is Not. You Have 3 days to Do this. If In the 3 days this is not sent to anyone from your screen name your account will be deleted ! Sorry again

nergh.

just got done watching "the ring". yeah, that was pretty creepy. dead horses are one of my biggest fears, no kidding. horse carcasses more specifically, but hey. I am still a little confused by the movie, but I expect it'll work its way out. for once I was not disappointed by a movie termed "scary". that's cool. I refused to watch the "don't watch this" portion of the dvd. it is best to heed these warnings, I think.

now, however, I am a litte perturbed due to my mad stalker tendencies. not for the usual reasons, though, amazingly enough. I do so love being vague. but in any case, there is nothing I can do.

I am so tired and it is not yet 11:30. how very, very sad. you know what else is sad? pre-planning arguements in your head. this is never good, as things never go as planned - in arguements or anywhere else. but I should not jump to conclusions. no. I'll just sit here and think happy thoughts.

take my whole life, too.

fun friday tonite was short, but much goodness. ::is appreciative:: much goodness indeed. well, it was only phase one of this week's fun friday. after aurora gets back from family gathering we are going to continue the night with "erotic cheez-it girls' night". rowr. {]: )

got tied to a bed for the first time this evening. interesting experience. I always read about it burning when people are tied up, and never quite thought it would. now I know otherwise. ::rubs wrists:: very interesting indeed.

vyler got me past a battle in ff8 that I've been trying to beat since august. not continuously, mind you. I find nothing good ever came from me trying to beat it and thus have only tried about four times since the first time in august, but still. and I mean bad things happen in actual life, not the game. hopefully the fact that it has finally been beat will counteract this bad luck. now he must beat the boss I cannot beat in that other game I am playing. oi, I am so helpless.

but no matter. much goodness.

only three weeks, sere? niiiice.

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greetings from "web design". just finished up my midterm. well, I finished it then looked at megatokyo, penny arcade, and real life then came here, but close enough. I can not express how much this class has grown on me. sure, FrontPage is still cheating, but like I explianed before, I took the effort to learn the HTML so I think I deserve a little cheating. but this business of studying and duplicating page layouts, creating our own pages... I am in my element. it is great, it really is. and I need help, getting this happy over tables.

madminton opening day has been moved back, since april 1st is in the middle of the week. I think it has been set for the 5th, but I am not sure. I'll keep you all posted, cuz I'm sure you're very concerned.

ghost ship comes out on video today, I think. I'd like to see that movie. it's on my big "list of videos I want to see" which is hanging on my bulletin board in my room. I make alot of lists.

argh, it is hot in here. there is no happy medium. it's either freezing or roasting at this school.

I am thirsty. and bored. I wonder how long til everyone else finishes...

no, no, it's a danger room

you know the great thing about computer classes? yu are at the mercy of technology. if the network decides to crash, or the program you need to use doesn't work right you have nothing to do but go on the internet. it is a beautiful system. this is not sarcasm.

I may or may not have plans for tomorrow, who knows. but as maybe has shown itself to be more reliable than yes I shall remain hopeful. though "Hope is the denial of reality." - Margaret Weis.

*yawn* it is far too early for me to be tired, especially with a 3.5 hour nap today. argh. just more proof that sleeping makes you tired. oh, it is amazing just how tired I suddenly am. *yawn*

today was a good day, I think. *yawn*

don't interupt me, jackass.

aurora came over today to play madminton. it has been nice out for days and days, but of course it started raining just as she came across the street. never fails, does it? yeah, my sister and I have declared april first to be opening day of madminton season. we have been doign some pre-season training all week. madminton, for the uninformed, is much like badminton except with no boundary lines. also, it has the potential to be a full contact sport. don't ask, you're prolly better off not knowing. we have already gone thru three birdies (aka shuttle-cocks). we play rough.

survivor was on tonite for some reason or another. I slept thru it even though my mum made a point to wake me up. yargh. see, I've been skipping my nap, instead spending the afternoon playing around with photoshop. of course, as soon as I am away from the computer and even slightly horizontal, I fall asleep. it is because of this that I have been so late in getting on the internet at night the past couple of days.

my dad did not seem very upset about the car. he seemed to already be mad at my mum for some reason or another. this is nothing out of the ordinary and saved me a lecture. my mum says she scraped most of the red paint from the pillar off our car, so it's barely even noticable. I have yet to look at it. I hope she is right. ::hangs head in shame::

I am so very tired. but it is early and I am watching conan o'brien. I love this show.

wow. I keep all the millions of napkins they stick in your bag at fast food restaurants and stack them next to my computer (since this is generally where I eat my food pr0n - no, I haven't forgotten about food pr0n). I hae a rather substancial tower of napkins here. a nice selection of both white - McDonald's - and yellow - Wendy's. it is good to have these napkins, as I frequently spill coke all over my desk. my mousepad is saturated with the stuff. ...why am I telling you of my disgusting desk habits? I do not know.

argh, and I still have to take a shower before I go to bed.

hmm, I think tomorrow I shall thoroughly search my room for my mink collar that has been missing since mid-january. I am not sure where it has gotten to, but I have a rather amusing theory...

ack, this "sexy" AOL Instant Messenger commercial disturbs me alot.

in case you have not noticed, I am just rambling now for no apparent reason. in fact, I don't think there has been anything of quality in this post since the third paragraph - if at all.

...awwwwwwwwwww!! baby animals!

crunch

today is Virgo Death Day. I am wearing black because I am jsut that strange. it has been, well it will be around 4:30, 4 years since my poor dear cat got put to sleep.

...moving on... I just ran my car into the pillar at the McDonald's drive-thru. stupid employee was sweeping and I didn't want to hit him so I turned too hard... yargh. the moral of this story - it is better to hit people than scratch up the side of your car. I will never get my license next month at this rate. this should serve as reason enough for them to never take me driving again. and to make matters worse, a bunch of other employees cam out with the first moron to gawk at me. and he actually had the nerve to try and help me back up! grrr....

my father's reaction to this should be interesting...

eep.

aurora's latest entry at the secret lair has done nothing to sooth my paranoia. dman it, why did I fall asleep and not go online til after 1:00 am last night?! ergh, I don't even want to know. I just really don't.

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my dreamcatcher campaigning was successful. it was an excellent movie, until the ending. they massacred the ending. but I suppose that is understandable. the actually ending involves a bit more thinking than the average movie goer likes to engage himself/herself. so all in all, good movie. one of the grossest things I've ever seen, and I've seen alot of gross things. a review I saw somewhere called it "a bloddy mess," and I'd have to agree. but in a good way. it was a great bloody mess. if you're into that sort of thing, which I am, this is the perfect movie for you. I think it might be a little comfusing if you don't read the book first, though, so go read it. plus, I think it makes it a little more scary when you have already read the book cuz you know what's gonna happen next and you're just waiting to see. but that's just me.

you know, I haven't heard anything from anyone except sere all weekend. I am beginning to become concerned. did something terrible happen, or did everyone finally just realise they didn't care to interact with me anymore? ::is paranoid::

nergh. two more songs on this cd then I can go back to sleep. unless I find something on the internet to entertain me.

you bet they could turn the lights off!

the family gathering last night was... interesting to say the least. I could have gone to a gathering of friends, many of whom I haven't seen in ages, instead. I have to wonder if I made the right choice. well, no matter. this was a prior engagement.

have been having rather disturbing dreams, though not of death and destruction. they have me feeling quite sad. *sigh*

I want to try and convince my mum that we want to go see dreamcatcher today. hopefully I will be successful.

boats at play

my senior video was on tv this afternoon. oh how sad. missing those days much.

but regardless, it is very nice out today. shame my sister was so slow getting herself together this morning and we didn't get to go anywhere. what a waste. we have a family gathering to go to in about an hour, a game night as they are calling it. I am curious to see how this goes.

I am glad it is so nice out, it has prevented me from being miserable. I wish I knew where our madminton equipment was at.

don't know why

yeah. new layout. cuz today would have been the day virgo got sick, if it were 1999. cheerful way to start off, ne?

learned something new yesterday. apparently a 30% chance gives you better odds than a definate yes. funny that. really gotta wonder sometimes why I even bother.

I love sitting at home by myself on a friday. yes I do.